Going All the Way

There is one particular moment in a porn clip that can really make the scene for me. It is when the bottom is first penetrated, or to put it vulgarly, when sucking turns into fucking. It is what the scene usually is building for with accelerated passion: the moment of truth.

Vince Faulkner gets Dustin Revees's dick

Sometimes I identify with the bottom: how he is molten with lust, dying to be fucked, yet may be a bit fearful if the top has a really big dick. How he lets go of his dignity and control and inhibitions, how he offers himself: yes fuck me, please fuck me, yes I'm your slut, yes I'm your bitch, just fuck me.

Andy Kay prepares to fuck Seth Serenity

Sometimes I step inside the head of the top, feel my balls aching, experience the intoxicating surge of power when I see this beautiful, soft, sexy bottom bend over and open himself for me or sit down on my rock-hard cock. How I can press my dick against his dilated, slippery asshole and push it in while he whimpers softly: either with slow determination or one swift thrust.

Here's a few examples.

At Boycrush's "Andy Kay's Boycrush Tryouts: Seth" we get to admire the divine Seth Serenity sucking dick and a close-up of his beautiful ass before Andy wraps his dick up and penetrates him. Seth looks so hot and fuckable when he is meekly bending over and waiting, and when the dick slowly goes in he whimpers and moans deliciously. Then when Andy starts going harder and harder he sounds really turned on. Yum! An essentially similar thing happens in an amateur scene these two have posted at X-tube, but that one is bb! Andy also looks more rugged with his shade of beard and kinda dominantly pushes Seth's legs apart before starting to thrust. No stills as it's amateur stuff, but check it out - it's free!

An example of the swift thrust variety would be Dustin Revees's and Vince Faulkner's LollipopTwinks video "Lollipop and Cocks for Twinks". This one actually has a place in my personal hall of fame because watching these real life lovers together works for me big time. I think they both profess natural passion for porn, but not only that, the gentle and the naughty they obviously feel for each other in abundance mix joyously when they are at it.

Vince may not be of the pretty, girlish twink boy variety, but his is a pleasant face full of character, a boyish-masculine and very sensual face. Add to that his lean, mean body and the androgynous, graceful Dustin dominating him and you won't hear me complaining. Can't wait to see him paired with someone else!

He got his ass slapped really hard too!

After mutual sucking Vince ends up on his belly and Dustin starts to prepare him. He handles Vince roughly ("keep your ass up, bitch!") and makes him moan with his tongue and fingers. The moist, tight little pucker shines and Dustin's tongue dives in and twirls. Vince whimpers and arches his back for Dustin. "You want it?" "Oh yeah!" Without further ado Dustin grabs his hips and with one powerful thrust is in as Vince cries out in a mix of pain and ecstatic pleasure. As he moans and whimpers and is called "good boi" and "bitch" I bet most of us of sub persuasion really want to be in his place. 

And this pic just because I love them both!

My Hall of Fame: "Ian Screws Hayden"

There always are some scenes that really leave an impression. That is a highly subjective matter, so I reckon a personal Hall of Fame would be a potentially entertaining and unique thing to blog about. I will succumb to temptation and start the Hall of Fame series with a scene that has one of my very dearest twinks I can hardly resist gushing about in every other blog post: Hayden Chandler.

*giggle, snort* Of course we have done our homework!

This is Hayden's first hardcore video, as it is also for his partner Ian Graves. As per the Boycrush formula, the scene starts with the boys sitting on a double bed and chit-chatting a little. Oh how adorable these 18-year-olds are! They are like two schoolboys about to have a presentation in front of the class: a little bit giggly and nervous, stealing glances at each other, but also enthusiastic to show off. Hayden likes Ian's eyes. Ian likes Hayden's feet and his bear tattoo.

The kissing, the tight and firm bodies and the gentle gradual removal of clothes stirs memories of youth and discovering the mind-blowing power of sex. Hayden looks comfortable and sensual: nothing left of the giggly schoolboy. He is in his element. (And all this gushing may come off as if there is something wrong with Ian. There isn't. He is beautiful in androgynous way, has nice cocksucking lips and performs well especially for a first-timer. It's just that Hayden is my porn love to the extent that almost anyone else pales in comparison.)

I love seeing up-close how Hayden greases his ass and takes aim, then lowers himself on Ian. In this scene the Boycrush low-key approach works very well: the realistic parts are not just glossed over or edited out to create an illusion of easy-flowing, magical copulation. It works a middle-aged person's psyche just the right way: this was what sex was like when I was 18, when I was blown away by its power, when it was real and rough and sweaty and I thought I'd never age and the world was my oyster.

After a bit of riding Hayden bends over (oh that beautiful bubble butt! Oh that arch of his back!) and they really get going. There is nothing more lackluster than a silent bottom. There is nothing more annoying that a noisy bottom who sounds like he's faking. No problem of either with Hayden. This is what passion and loving being fucked sounds like, and if he can fake it, more power to him! He is also one of the most expressive twinks around (also when not fucking) and I could get seriously horny merely by looking at his flushed face and the display of lust and emotions on it.

But the part I love most is when Hayden gets fucked missionary style. Even though this is not a BDSM scene by any stretch of imagination nor is Ian a dominant top, he demonstrates certain tender submission, unconditional surrender that is arousing as hell. He puts a pillow under his butt and lifts his hips to offer a perfect access to his hole. He spreads his legs as wide as he can and reaches back for the bedpost as if his wrists were chained to it. He looks in the eyes of his partner with startling intense gentleness so that one could think he is fucking a boyfriend he is madly in love with. The look says: "I will do everything in my power to make this as perfect for you as it is for me." Seriously, you should have been looked in the eye like that by a lover at least once before you can die happy. And this guy pulls it off in his first hardcore porn scene.

After writing that it feels kind of brutal to mention the close-up of a cum shot right over Hayden's upturned butt and dilated hole - but it IS hot, so sue me.

The scene is available at:

BoyCrush and Their Boys Next Door

An exclusive Boycrush model Seth Serenity

The BoyCrush studio has something good going for them. That is, an unique business concept that makes them stand apart from other twink studios. They use almost exclusively boys who have not worked in the industry before, and have a special philosophy of working that focuses on making the boys comfortable, bringing out their personality as well as their looks, and aiming for a natural, low-key style in their productions. If you are the soft-hearted type who likes the innocent boy-next-door looks, a lot of pretty and amusing stills, and an appearance of freshness and relative inexperience, BoyCrush might be right up your alley. This approach is called "professional-amateur style" in the studio's own words.

Ashton Cody in his interview

They have a special formula of introducing a new boy to the filming, gradually helping them to relax and build confidence. The first part that is published for the members of the studio is an interview that ends in a solo jerk-off in front of the camera. There are questions of the boy's likes and dislikes, sexual history, thoughts and hobbies. These can be very charming - and the boys can be really innocent and inexperienced (for example, the exclusive model Ashton Cody states only having had sex with four men before his interview!). A must feature for anyone who also wants to have an idea what his favorite porn star is like as a person.

Felix Russo and... the corkscrew?

The next step along the road is a solo scene with some bizarre looking sex toy (the pretty dark boy appearing to stuff a corkscrew up his ass is Felix Russo). These scenes start with a little small talk getting the boy in the mood. I just have to quote my favorite small talk snippet here, from Hayden Chandler's dildo show.

Hayden and the creepy blue things

Interviewer: So what are you going to do today?
Hayden: Uhm... *cheerfully* I'm gonna shove this in my ass! ...my first time.
Interviewer: Is it making you nervous... or?
Hayden: Kind of. These little blue things kinda creep me out, but... I dunno, I'm anxious.

(Can you tell that I brainless-squealing-fangirl this kid?)

Keith Conner and Nick Ryan getting ready

The first hardcore scene is typically filmed with someone the boy is comfortable with: a friend or even a boyfriend, or at least a model with whom the chemistry is right. The scene starts with the two sitting together on a double bed, introducing themselves and answering small talk questions. As is the case with all BoyCrush films, there is no music in the scenes, to preserve the low-key realistic approach. As an example I display here the lovely bottom boy Keith Conner with boyfriend Nick Ryan. Nick fucks Keith against the wall, holding his hips, and that is so goddamn hot. Pay attention to Keith's tattoos in the last picture: I think they are the finest of any models I have paid attention to.

Nick nails Keith to the wall!

Look at those tattoos!

After all that, the boy is ready to spread his wings and take the sky. Perhaps he will stay and film more for BoyCrush, or perhaps with that experience under his belt he will go and work for other studios. Either way, I hope that BoyCrush will stay true to their own unique style.

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